i wish to know yet at the same time i dont. i know it sounds contradicting. aiyahh dont know larhh this is damn irritating. i can only say i hate myself for being so. it's my problem and i hate this shit hell lot. enough is enough larh tanweikhim. can you just disappear for goodness sake.
i shant go further. i dont wish to invite unnecessary troubles. be it hatred or spoilage or whatever. so dont bother delving me.