Sunday, October 28, 2007
hmm.. i just got to realize i'm actually a loner. alone. friends.. yup i do have them. but somehow i just have this feeling that i'm still alone. sad huh. hmm.. i'm always reminded of unhappy things. picturing unhappy scenes in my mind although it did not really happen in real life. am i being paranoid? have i been thinking too much all along? have i been worrying in vain all along? or am i all correct. that such unhappy stuff do happen. that all the things i've been thinking and worrying do or will come true. i dont know. all i know is, i'm a loner. does my existance really matter? does it actually has the slightest impact on ppls' lives? well.. i dont know. but at least some have ppl there to be with them, ppl who would care for them and think of them always. me? hmm.. some times perhaps, but not all times i guess. perhaps i should already be contented. well at least for some times, ppl would think of me, care for me.
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Thursday, October 18, 2007
well well. holiday's ending in a few more days. spent e whole holiday slacking. got e new timetable and sadly, i'm separated frm carol & gracecia :(tt's real sad k. how will e new sem be w/o them.muz rmb me k. hahaha.y change class!!! haiz...but fortunately, got faiz same class as me. identical timetable. same cds too. haha...tot yr2.2 will be a bit more slack. BUT. not at all. -.-it's all fate.am going 2 fulfil one of e 'things 2 do' 4 this holiday. going renci on sat. YEAH! haha." 爱丽公主! 最近怎麽了? 没有你的消息我好为你担心啊,
假如你收到我的sms请给我回信好嗎, uncle goh "
received this msg frm a renci patient. cuz i've always been msg-ing him. so worried tt all my msg wasn't delivered 2 him. feel like going straight down 2 renci @ tt moment. haha. anyway tt's so sweet of him rite. haha. sometimes his 'cheer up' msg-es juz come so nicely when i'm feeling down. make me feels tt i'll always have a fren.
bu kai xin.bu kai xin.BU KAI XIN! ):-Aili
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