Friday, September 21, 2007
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10:03 PM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
i'm missing my bro. : ( he hai wo don dare slp late now. lol.cuz there's no one awake with me @ nite.alrite. AF23 chalet's over. spent e only nite there playing mahjong. haha.anyway, had fun lah. : ) went hm in e morning to slp. resulted in me not tired @ nite. but no choice, sis went 2 slp. so i had 2 slp too. haha. lie down on e bed and started anyhow think. tot of e my uncle. e nite when hospital called.
e nite which i cried myself 2 slp.
e next day which i cried in sch.
e moment when i saw his photo on tt table during his funeral.
haiz...
i've got no appetite after returning frm e chalet.
hungry. but no appetite. haha.
need 2 find job arh. lazy sia. finding job alone is sian de. lol.
but wat choice do i have. will buy newspaper soon bah. haha. -Aili
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10:36 PM
here's it.. why are her hopes she harboured for years always dashedwhen it seems to light up a little.why is she always being shut down whenever she tries.a wish planted way back she had always wanted to come true.each time she tried yet what she got in return was nothing but disappointment.each time she wanted to give up. but hung on.how long more could she hold on? perhaps this wish will never come true.perhaps she should just give it up. ten years down the road she might be forgotten.but there's one thing she knows for sure.this special one will never be forgotten and will be kept with her till her last breath.a silent bliss she would take with her.she's still waiting.. she just couldnt let go..a wish kept and not shared.a month's time
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10:19 PM
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
alrite. tml is e day. 1. result day2. bro's enlistment.can say it's a sad day 4 me bah. 1st, results. nth much 2 say. let's juz wait.2nd, my bro is getting enlisted. will miss him bah. tt's 4 sure. haha. whole thing gonna last for 4hrs. was shocked 2 noe e duration. haha. let's juz hope it's interesting. my house gonna have a army boy! hahaha. so exciting. lol.well, all e best and tc, bro. : )wat has 2 come will come.all we can do is...wait. stop thinking too much. get real, gal.-Aili
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12:05 AM
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
was i paranoid or was i right.i sensed reluctance in those words.perhaps i expected too much.i always thought a different thing.perhaps all along i was alone.with no accompany.and this will be forever without a doubt.
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12:11 AM
