Friday, August 31, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(FYI: there's 18 qns marks. lol)hope u like e appetizer we chose with LOVE and CARE. hahaha.ur beloved,Aili :P
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8:54 PM
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
argh!!! nth's getting inno mood!it's killing me man.feel so much like giving up.can i juz give up everything and leave?i know i don wish to. pls. don make me lost interest.
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1:09 AM
Saturday, August 25, 2007
wah.. damn it. i'm damn pissed now.. freak sia.. got scolded for nothing.. like my fault sia.. gth la. damn..i'm not a tool for you ppl to rant at or show attitude at k. damni dont owe you ppl a living ok.. freaksharks.. hell.. whatever la k. not happy treat me as a tool to throw temper at. happy treat me like a god. fake samaritans. idiots. anyway.. i wont fight back.. i know i wont win. you ppl are too strong for me. you win. happy?arggggghhhhhhhhhhhhok. i cried today. twice.. freak.first was due to stress. facing the notes and stuff.. dont wish to mention the second one.arghhh hell hell hell..
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11:53 PM
Saturday, August 18, 2007
ok. i'm pissed. whatevernot that i dont want. just that i have reasons. but do you know? were you even bothered to ask? apparently no.my fault? ok fine. my fault then.i'm damn pissed.whatever. dont show me this attitude cos i hate that. i cant do things. i only bring miseries upon others. i'm just another useless one.
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1:28 AM
Monday, August 13, 2007
not that i dont trust anyone.
just that i dont have confidence in myself that's all.
not anyone else's fault.
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1:28 AM
Thursday, August 9, 2007
i'm bored. it's national day and i'm @ hm with my this sickening troat. how happy can tt be.
sis going out. 2 watch ndp @ marina (w/o tix) i think.
dad went out. he have activity de loh. even my dad also have more life than me. haha.
mum's @ hm rotting with me. hai hao still got ppl pei wo. lol. otherwise jiu only my dearest lappie and notes with me le.
oh yah. there was fireworks @ my place here @ ard 12midnite. but i only heard e sound and saw e smoke. -.-
ah. bored bored bored bored.
so disappointed. no nicholas teo de tickets 4 us. : (p.s.: let's watch secret next wk. k? : )
HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY S'PORE!
-Aili
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3:01 PM
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!
=) -Aili.
12:07 AM
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
went lavender today. hoping to see someone there. though deep down i knew that this possibility would be almost a zero percent. and true enough, it was a flat zero. scanned and searched through the crowd but no familiar faces were seen. took bus 2 from there and headed to bugis. walked around. went parkway, walked again. then to the last venue, the beach, later in the day. settled myself down at a bench, viewed the sea and sky till night falls. thoughts went through my mind. but to no conclusion afterall. headed home after which.lonely.
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11:40 PM
Friday, August 3, 2007
i'm not fine. seriously isn't
all this are killing me.
i'm tired.
who to blame: me
i will bear all e consequences myself.
perhaps here isn't where i should be.
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i shall and will be fine.
11:12 PM
