Sunday, May 20, 2007

ok. today's so not my day. everything's freakingly pissing me off today.
aunt came over to my house in the morning. as you know, two mothers together, there'll definitely be no peace. nag and nag and nag. complains and complains and complains. loud, louder and even louder. i woke up cos it was too loud. cant go back to sleep. then my dad came back. three adults this time round. gosh..

was doing my fpath stuff. and the stupid laptop's so idiotically slow. and it really pissed me.

then my sister, kept pestering me, irritating me while i was doing my work. mum, aunt and dad kept raising their voices over some trivial matters. you know, when one is really angry about something and other things kept coming by, it can really get very irritating.

come to think of it, i noticed i raised my voice for quite a number of times.. at my sis, my mum, at everybody. something i'd never done before, esp to my mum. and now i feel so bad. didnt meant to do that. i'm sorry.

went over to my grandma's house in the late afternn. that guy, my uncle, said something nasty to my sister. i shouted at him. was really angry cos it was really nasty. think what i did kinda freaked everyone who was there out. cos i seldom shout at anyone. gosh. but i'll never regret for shouting at him. he deserved it. you'll never forgive him for what he said really.. and worse of all, he's not even apologetic for saying it. i walked out of the house after that. i needed a breather badly. walked around, went to the library. then back to my grandma's house when i felt better.

i really felt i was at the lowest point of my life. almost cried for all that happened. as i walked alone earlier, i wished a car could just run me over as i crossed the road and end my life there. that was a foolish thought i know. but it really did came across my mind. haix






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