haha FPath is damn lame.we're having fpath now.haha i mean caroline, aili and me! we keep on talking craps on msn instead of listening to her.haha.only aili is listening. she's crazy
hahahaha ok this is damn lame bye everyone

Gracecia

Yposted @
5:00 PM

ENJOY. SO CUTE. : )



keep smiling everyone. even though it's not easy.


-Aili

Yposted @
12:27 AM

went my cousin's 21st b'day celebration with my bro today. 21st le leh...adult le. everyone r growing up...mine will be like in 3yrs time. and tt's fast ok.

so me and my bro went 2 buy his present then head 2 his house. b4 going 2 his house, we went back 2 our old house. cuz he lives in yishun which is my hometown too. hahaha. we walked thru those places we used 2 go, e coffee shops, those shophouses, e mini market where i always get free food : ) , e swimming pool which is juz downstairs of my old house and e way we goes 2 sch during pri sch. e smell of those shops could nv be found in sengkang. (it's not smelly lah) hahaha. me and my bro will like talk abt wat we used 2 do @ those places. oh..MEMORIES. lots and lots of them. i got so excited when i see them. : ) then we went up our old house. e place where i grow up, where i spent my 10yrs of life. then we visited our old neighbour. this Ah Xiu auntie...haha. and she doesn't rmb me! but she rmb my bro. : ( haha. she still ask my bro : "ur galfren arh?" lol. oh...sengkang is juz so different frm yishun.

after e tour of memories, we finally head 2 my cousin's house. ate and chatted there. my cousin invited his frens too and i'm like e only teenage gal there. . .so weird. but still ok lah. got my aunt and e kids who my aunt babysit. they r cute. : )

sch tml again. but it's a relieve noeing tue is a public holiday. and i wanna work! but my boss called me 2 go work tml. -.-''' i got sch lah. ask him tue lah then he say nvm. . . : ( hope he call me again. hahaha.

alrite. got 2 go do my csas hw le. sian-ed.
cya.



-Aili

Yposted @
11:27 PM

Today is not my day. (Nothing ever is)

Everything got seriously screwed up.

I hate to believe it but life is becoming a chore. Heck, I don't even know what I want anymore.


Okay, the archives are up.
Cya.

Yposted @
1:38 PM

everything is so NOT to my favour today. darn. early in the morning, woke up and found out i've got rash. yes. it's back in action again, exactly like how it was before. damn. i hate it. so darn itchy, till now i'm still itching. crap! and because of this, i cant go for the canoe slection. cant touch water. here, i really have to apologise to wei juan. SORRY! i know you are really keen in this sport. i'm really sorry k.

then, in the afternoon, the rash got better. so i reckon i could go out. well.. in the end i went out with my sis. and guess what?? before we went out, she accidentally dropped my watch on the ground. sharks! and it stopped moving for a while. but then it started working again. but! damn. the four buttons became useless. cant function. i was really sad then. spoilt. i cried.. you ppl must be thinking: "huh? what's there to be upset and even cry about?? it's just a watch after all." but no! it meant quite alot to me. it was a watch that i bought it with my first pay at metro. there's 20% discount somemore. freak. am really sad.

then, we went out. saw many things that i wanted. but i'm broke. cant buy. i'm really broke. penniless. like a pauper. and i hate this situation i'm in lots. with no money, you get nothing. while shopping, my rash got worse, then it got better and then worse, and then better again. this is so damn irritating can. visited my cousin at work and found out that he's knocking off soon. but he's going pool with his gf and friends after that. we tagged along after permission granted. went parkwayp. went gary's workplace first before we headed off to play pool. after an hour or so, we ended game and he sent me and my sis home, while my cousin sent his gf home.

we took bus 36, missed the next stop where we HAVE TO alight in order to change to bus 40 to go home. and so, in bus 36, we went all the way to suntec. and from there, we took cab home. he paid for it and also ended going home late. i felt really bad. me and my retardness, dumbness, really brings nothing but misfortunes to ppl. hate it. i'm sorry.




khim

Yposted @
2:51 AM

you know when i was in sec 3 we had this adam khoo camp and one of the instructor tell us about his aunty.about how his aunty had cancer and after she went for operation the doctor just found out that her blood can't clot properly and so she died because the blood just keep on coming out as they refuse to clot.so he said to us whenever we want to go for operation make sure that we do some full body check up so that we'll know whether everything is okay for the operation or not.you know like your damn blood can clot or not.

so when i was in sec 4..my grandmama got cancer and nobody told me about it.i only know about it on the day of her operation.to be exact after the damn operation ended then i knew about it. i guess everybody know about it before hand and i only knew after she went for operation and nobody bothers to tell me about it.i mean its like wtf right.so anyway..a few days after the operation my grandmama got some internal bleeding and so the doctor did some kind of operation again on her.after the operation her blood refused to clot and they just keep on coming out of like everywhere.like they just came out from every hole like seriously.so then she died because of that.okay i'm not so sure how these things happen.i mean like the sequence of these things but i'm sure that she died because the blood just kept on coming out.so i guess she didnt check whether her blood can clot or not or whatever and because nobody told me about this i didnt tell them about the stupid possibility that he blood might not clot or whatsoever.i kinda blame myself for this cause i usually dont really care about anything.like for example i dont bother to ask or whatever shit.but when i think about it they should have told me about this right?i mean its like cancer.its a damn big thing i guess?and nobody bother to tell me about my grandma's condition?they just assumed that i know it when nobody told me about it?

so today i went back and my mom told me that my grandpapa is in the hospital and he was in a coma(how the hell do you spell it?) since 5 am to 3 pm.she knew it since like in the morning?but she never tell me about it.AGAIN.i mean its like hello? i'm supposed to know about this right!?i mean i mean argh shit i'm so frustrated.why didnt she tell me about it?maybe she forget to tell me.but well.wtf! i'm so angry because well. i dont know.i'm just so angry because she didnt tell me earlier you know.it's somehow the same as my gradma's cancer.you know it's like after her death i kept on dreaming of her for a few weeks i think.and in it she's like always angry at me.and that's very disturbing you see.

but well.my grandpapa is awake now and he's okay.i think.so i'm glad.

yeah i just have to vent my frustration here because i dont think i can say this kind of thing out loud to anybody because i'll just cry.so yeah..

anyway liwei the pictures damn ugly la walao.HAHa.

Gracecia

Yposted @
2:09 AM

Looking through all my photos collection and I found some really nice one ya! The Gracecia photo collection. AND finally I can post pictures on blogs.. I just love this girl.. *smile*

Yposted @
9:10 PM

haha...alrite, here 2 post. haha.

CAROLINE'S version. lol.

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humans r weird beings

-Aili

Yposted @
1:54 PM

Haha nobody bother to update anymore.i knew someday this will happen!
ok i'm sick of school and its only the third day of school? but there's no school today so i'm kinda happy.meeting jeffrey later hahaha.so yea my aims for this sem are :
1.be ever tutors/lectures pet.i failed last sem because i'm not ms chew's pet last sem so i must work harder this time round.
2.increase my GPA LAA.cannot stand it i'm so stupid.

anywayy. no.1 is just a joke la.i'm not so crazy to try to be everyone's pet because its stupid.HAHA so yes. saw my new class on tuesday during csas. i think...my new class is... i dont know. haha there's a few irritating people i guess?actually i dont know because i havent even talk to them.haha but well..by their appearance..they look kind of..irritating,haha.
but there's this one pretty girl in my class la.she's so pretty i'm so jealouss.

been playing maple story every night haha it's very unhealhty because i'm still in the holiday mood ah.damn it.

sigh sigh i miss AF13 lah how.

okay i'm going to shit now.
everyone please update

Gracecia

Yposted @
11:56 AM

LALALA..
BEEN MISSING FOR QUITE A WHILE.HEHZ.
U GUYS HAVE JUST STARTED SKOOL.
AND I JUST STARTED WERK.
OK....
WERK IS FOR 6 DAYS ONLY LARGH.
AND I JUST ENDED MY THIRD DAY.
SO,EVERYDAY IS FROM AROUND 10 AM TO 11 AT NITE.
ITS NIKE END OF SEASON SALE AT SUNTEC.HEHZ.

FIRST DAY WAS TIRED LIKE _____.
COS THE CROWD WAS NEVER ENDING.
MY JOB IS MAINLY FINDING THE CUSTOMERS SHOE SIZE.
HANG CLOTHES, FOLD CLOTHES.
MAY SOUND EASY.
BUT WHO LIKE TO STAND FOR MORE THAN 10 HOURS.
WITH CROWD.
FEET PAIN PAIN PAIN.


YOU'LL FIND DIFFERENT TYPE OF PEOPLE WHEN YOU WORK.
E.G : GAY BROTHERS-REACHING 40 YRS OLD.
A 24 & 25 YRS OLD GIRL COUPLE, BUT THEY DONT LOOK LIKE 24 OR 25.
THE BOOCH OR BUTCH [WAHTEVER U SPELL IT] IS 25.
THATS WAHT SHE SAID.
BUT SHE DUN LOOK LIKE 25.. NOT EVEN 20.
THESE PEOPLE ARE WEIRD BUT FRIENDLY LARGH...
GOT ARROGANT AFRICAN-AMERICAN.
THESE ARE THE WORKERS LARGH.

THE CUSTOMERS.
I THINK ITS STANDARD TO HAVE THE UNDERSTANDING CUSTOMERS,
AND THE VERY NOT UNDERSTANDING CUSTOMERS.
WHICH I FEEL LIKE SMACKING WITH THE SHOE THEY ASK FOR.

SO..
YAH.
1ST DAY WAS TIRED.
2ND DAY SHITTY.
TODAY WAS GREAT.
LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW.HEHZ.

HARPPY SKOOLIN PEOPLE.
WHILE IM STILL PRAYING TO PASS THE NAFA [ NOT NAPFA] TEST.


ADIOS.
Y. WHO ELSE

Yposted @
11:55 PM

i'm angry. angry with my sisters. they just dont listen! vulgarities, attitudes, disrespects. damn. getting from bad to worse each day. they are not letting my mum off as well. now she's upset. i can understand. imagine your children becoming like that and there's nothing you can do to change them. with all the other problems adding on to it as well. in fact my dad's one of the prob. if i were her, i'd be really upset. there was once she said she'd leave eventually one day when she couldn't take it anymore. being the eldest daughter, i'm lost. i dunno what to do. i'm not good at consoling others, not good at talking. i'm such a failure huh. yeah. thats what i think so. a failure am i. for now, all i know and can do is to pray and hope everything will be fine soon.


khim

Yposted @
11:37 PM

everything's so wrong today. everything. since morning. didnt get to play final clash. kena scolded, but that person apologised, so it's ok. then.. i realised i forgot to bring something. went to bathe, the door cant lock. thought things would turn out better later at the night. but no.

was really pissed today, with my coughing non stop. non stop ok. kept coughing like nobody's business. damn irritating. damn. might as well just cough to death. damn! whatever la!! damn pissed. it just cant get well.

was happily getting something earlier but then.. nvm.

was disappointed too. shant talk about it.

whats worse? i know i had to control myself. cant lose temper on somebody else. cos it's not their fault. so i had to act as if there's nothing wrong. smiled. it doesnt feel good at all.

just what the hell is wrong with everything today.

Yposted @
2:28 AM

SCH'S STARTING!!! SCH'S STARTING!!! ARGH!!! hahahaha...omg. going back 2 sch life. and it's yr2! unbelievable. one yr juz passed like tt.

my holiday de last sat was spent slacking @ hm. and my holiday de last sun will be working. haiz haiz haiz...juz feel like haiz-ing.hahaha.

juz remembered smth...AF13 was and is e 'BEST CARE GROUP' haha...

alrite, see u guys in sch le arh. : )

Yposted @
1:01 AM

argh!! know what?? i went home from school after regatta and stuff ytd and slept without bathing and with my contacts on!! wah lucky my contacts are still in place ah.. haha. if not i'd have been blind by now. haha

ytd was fun! haha i was given the chance to take part in the dragon boat. a last minute recruitment though. didnt had practice first beforehand. so i wonder if it was my fault and the reason why we couldnt perform well and got a fourth place instead. was really sad then. but still, i enjoyed it, it was quite fun yar. (:

also also, ytd was the last day of week 0, i was really touched when my class cheered, "we love weikhim! we love weikhim!" it was then that i realised that though i was really tired the past few days, it was after all, worth it. (:

hmmm.. school's starting as soon as next week!! haha. no new clothes for me!! no time to buy ahh! arghh. so people, i'd have to apologise if i wear the same old clothes i wore to school before the hols. lol

alright.. i'll see you people in school next week then! take care people! (:



khimmm

Yposted @
10:39 AM

today was a troublesome day @ work...haha. they find me back 4 work on such day... it's wat 'environment day' and donation of 10cents is require 4 one plastics bag otherwise 95cents 4 a reusable bag. so have 2 tell every customers...

"sir/ma'am, do u need a bag?" (if yes,) "u will have donate 10cents 4 one plastics bag. otherwise, u could buy our recycable bag @ 95cents" . (nod their head) "so u would like 2 donate 10cents 4 one plastics bag?" . . . . . . . . .

i said this 2 almost every customers and some need repeat. oh...torture 4 my throat. noe my voice isn't loud, so i have 2 raise my voice a bit. luckily no sore throat. hahaha.this will happen on every 1st wed of e month...i don noe abt other markets but tt's 4 carrefour. haha. then this carrefour de cashier auntie told me, next time don come work on those days. hahahaha.

here's smth i very very very bu shuang. have 2 let out my anger. bear with it.hahaha...my this irritating uncle. he doesn't work but he's rich. he bring his camera ard. wherever he goes. so we went sao-mu last sunday. he brought his camera along -.- . . . wat he wan? omg. he took photo of e 'tomb'(don noe wat's it called.haha...) he took photos of us. and he said 4 memorial. . .HEY! memorial 4 this event??? i was firmed on not allowing him 2 take any photos of me. showed him very bu shuang de face. hahaha. he took photos of everyone in his house on chinese new yr too. he do close-up on everyone. then...he put it on e large tv of his...showing 2 everyone. hao lian lah. rich also don need like tt rite. and he's not young can. maybe 50 le loh.
think of him jiu angry. sickening. say me no manners or wat. but he's really sickening. hahaha.


alrite. out tml . : )



did i think too much?

-Aili

Yposted @
11:31 PM

finally i'm back from FO. super tiring. six days straight can really kill. not enough sleep. so i actually woke up at two this afternoon. i lost my voice. and it's really irritating for not being able to talk or rather make a sound. when you actually have to keep repeating what you wanted to say in whispers. and i'm sure people are irritated at that too, as in when they are not able to know what you're trying to express. it can really get very annoying right?? hahah.

alright. it's late. i got to turn in. will be reporting to school in the morning at 10.

and to end this post off, i would like to say, being the first time as a GL, and having being praised by the HGL and FA, i'm really proud of myself. hahah. pardon me for not being humble. but i just have to say that cos that was how i felt. i will miss Scythia, every single one of them who are involved. (:

a zillion sorries to you.


khim(:

Yposted @
3:59 AM

Heyz..

Sorry ya. COuldnt make it for e zoo outing. I wanted to go actually. BUt i had to werk in the morning. So, looking forward to e next outing ya. Hopefully i can make it. If not, then its too bad. Sigh. Im feeling depressed nowadays. Sigh. Lack of self-esteem i guess. But nvm. Take care!

Yposted @
5:57 PM

i'm so tired due 2 e only 3hrs plus slp last nite and e work. . .

alrite, we finally went 2 e zoo. haha.
saw lots of animal...haha..(of cuz. cuz it's zoo rite.hahaha). spirit was low in e morning cuz everyone was tired. but e atmosphere got better after e suan-ing of jiahui starts. lol. poor jiahui, but we meant nth lah hor.hahaha. then it rain. sian-ed loh. some places was under renovation so didn't get 2 see some of e animals. it's happy 2 see all e animals. lazy 2 upload e photos lah. haha. but almost everyone took photos so no need 2 upload lah. and i lost my pig in e zoo. muz have go find its fren le lah..haha.

after tt went ps 4 dinner and went hm. then fall aslp on e sofa. haha.
oh, have 2 get my contact lens b4 sch starts. look 4ward 2 our next outing ya. : )

[caroline, juan, jiahui, wilson and pg]

Thankx 4 making this outing possible ya : ) although it wasn't really successful, but it didn't fail too rite. hahaha. it's fun going out with u guys.

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p.s.: gracecia, it's fine lah. since u r organising e next outing. muahaha.

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-Aili

Yposted @
11:40 PM

Aili i'm sorryyyyyyyyyy =(
okay because i owe this to aili..i'm organising the next outing!
dates not cofirmed yet so ya anywayy.
so long never blog!
yesterday i peeled 6 kg of prawns!beat that!haha no la actually my mom peeled too and she's the real prawns peeler queen lah!she's damn crazy so fast you know.it felt like amazing race i tell you haha.maybe if she joined amazing race she will win the prawn peeling section man!
then my mom bought chickens for my bro's birthday party.it's on next sunday.anybody want to come?haha so anyway we cleaned the chicks and i performed liposuction on them haha!so i was cleaning them and i touched smth that somehow looked like anus.haha so i asked my grandmama what is that.so i was like whats this ah? the she was like oh..that one is the lan jiao(dick) loh! the i was like what the freak! haha after that she laughed and say no la i dont know whats that.hahaha

anyway i'm really angry with my sister.younger sister. she's really stupid.i mean like she wants ipod.it's expensive la obviously!so we keep on asking her like questions like like why she wants it so much and all that.so my eldest sis asked her to buy creative,its 8 gb and its cheaper/abt the same price as ipod 4gb.but she dont want and my father is irritating because he spoilt her!
i keep on asking her so that somehow she'll realise that its expensive and its totally unneccesary to buy it.so anyway she's somehow angry because we dont let her but it!wtf!!!! i'm so so angry.really..she's already 15 and why she still can't think?my father spoilt her and so i'm angry with him also.i mean ok i know la its his money but still!ah whatever.ok thats it i guess.


Graceciaa

Yposted @
11:58 PM

YO! ppl. hahaha.

remember tml's zoo outing ya. 9am @ amk int. if possible bring an umbrella along ya. : )

oh yah, e confirmed list of ppl going r:
caroline . juan . jiahui . mai . gracecia . pg and wilson (both most probably) & of cuz me! hahaha.

omg, it's downpouring and i'm going work soon. 4got tml need 2 wake up early...haha...only have a few hrs of slp tonite le...but nvm lah. since we r going 2 e zoo! muahaha.

see u ppl tml ya : )


-Aili.

Yposted @
4:02 PM

e MERLION

SWORDWOMEN. hahaha

WOMAN @ WORK. KEEP OUT!

went hm after Andersen's. decided 2 take bus since it was juz dizzling. but, it was downpouring halfway. so i have 2 take shelter @ a building. then there was this kind lady who offered 2 shelter me over 2 e bus stop. such a kind person. but she was so so so tall. my pants got all wet in e end. haha...and finally, i arrived @ e bus stop. BUT! e problem is...i came 2 e wrong bus stop. . . so dumb rite. haha. so it was another long journey hm 4 me.

zoo outing (confirmed)
date: 13 April, fri
time: 9am
meeting place: ang mo kio int
e confirmed list of ppl going will be released tonite or tml. : ) hahaha.



-Aili

Yposted @
12:36 PM

MORE CUTE STUFF.
NYAHAHA




Y. WHO ELSE

Yposted @
12:28 PM

JUST CUTE.
ADORABLE.
AND CUTE.

BUT THE GERL'S "AAWWWWWWW".
VERY IRRITATING.
HEHZ.


Y. WHO ELSE

P.S: I DIDNT GET INTO SP.

Yposted @
1:44 PM

found out tt one of my senior died in an car accident. she went on her guy fren's bike then e bike fall on e expressway. e female, who is my senior died and e guy is in ICU. haiz...a life is lost and she's only 20yrs old. even though i don noe her, sadness is unavoidable upon hearing death bah...it's reported in e newspaper(wan bao). wat can be said? life's unpredictable ya. no one noes wat's gonna take place e very next min. and sometimes things had been fated. wat we can do is 2 cherish. cherish e time and everyone. and sometimes, i seriously do envy those in pairs. haha. cherish ya. : )

oh. wat a starry starry nite. so nice. hahaha...it's like e whole sky is filled with stars. u can yin yin yue yue see those small small de all ard. then got some very bright de. haha...
the weather nowadays r so super hot! can't take it sia. then can't on air-con slp cuz will block nose. sian de loh.

AND! sch reopening in abt 2wks time. haiz..i won't mind going sch if we r still in e same class. but...haiz. but nvm, juz like wat khim mentioned, we can always meet up. and e MOs will always be ard. lol...miss e MOMOs. hahaha.

Khim, take care ya. hope u enjoy urself in e camp. meet up after ur camp ya. : )


p.s.: and peeps, confirm with me abt e zoo outing asap ya. : ) thankx.


it ended even b4 it starts
-Aili

Yposted @
1:47 AM

hey it's me again. *yawns* super tired now. my long long camp has finally arrived! it's tmr!! a six days straight camp! from mon to sat! hahaha lucky we can go home on the third day. hahah but have to leave super early for school the very next day. think i'd be so reluctant to go back school cos i'm gonna miss my comfo bed again. lol i'm gonna miss you people too!! hahah. still.. i feel so bad about not being able to go to the zoo.. haix! i want to go to the zoo!!! hahaha next time perhaps people. lol

ok.. till now i'm still not done with my packing. so many things to pack. lol. abit lazy. but no choice. nobody's gonna help me. hahah.

yeah!! school's starting real soon! that means we'll be seeing each other again! woohoo! but haix. we are going to be separated. as in not being in the same class anymore. but it's ok. we'll still meet up right?? hahah.

kaykay. it's getting late. he's still out. abit worried bout him. but it's ok. he's old enough to take care of himself. hahaha. alright.. shall go back to my packing now. no more delay or i wont be able to get enough sleep. ok maybe it doesnt really make any difference. hahah. i'm waking up at 6. this is so crazy. hahah. alright.. bye bye people. good night. i'll be leaving..... for camp. hahah. will miss you people. must miss me too yar!! hahahaha



khimminology

Yposted @
12:45 AM

Hey.

Ok so, i lost! Lols. Yea. Im out of the tournament already. But its a gd experience for me. I Cant believe i lost to a 12 year old kid 6-1, 6-0. But he's darn gd lor. Sorry to Niz! Coz he came all the way there to watch me but i lost eventually.. .. ..

Yposted @
9:42 PM

hey faiz.. i have to say i'm sorry ya. i dont think i can go and support you for your tournament cos i got camp.. i'm really sorry.. though i may not be there to support you, i'll support you mentally!! jia you! all the best! give it your best shot kay? (:

hey mo.. i'm really sorry about not being able to make it to the zoo ya. i'm really sorry.

and to you.. i'm very sorry to have you disappointed.. and i'm really sorry if i dont understand you or anything enough. guess i'm just too stupid. i'm really really sorry.

i feel like a sinner now. a bad girl.. not being able to fulfil my promise, having disappointing people. i'm feeling ultra bad now.. ultra down.. ultra sad.. i didnt mean to. i'm really sorry. sorry. :'(


how i wish i could sleep forever.



khim

Yposted @
12:51 AM

i dreamt of wu zun. hahahaha. so happy. shuai ge in my dream leh. swt dream sia. lol.

recently chatted with my fren abt this 'frenz 4ever' thing. ppl will always say frenz 4ever. but who actually stay frenz 4ever? morale of e story: do wat u say.
breaking promise break hearts too. : )

zoo outing
date: 13th April (confirmed)
time: 10am / 1030am
meeting place: either Ang Mo Kio/Choa Chu Kang.

PPL, pls response whether able 2 make it anot. & specify e time and meeting place preferred asap : )



sadness wasn't strong after noeing.
wat does it mean then?


-Aili

Yposted @
12:48 AM

Heyz

So long i neva post.
Oh great, juz got a job recently. Sigh. Im lazy to work le.
And I dunno whether i can go for the outing on 13 Feb or not. Sigh.
So tomorrow is good friday. Happy good friday to all. lols.

Basically tomorrow is gonna be boring. There's nth much to do. And saturday is already my tournament. Sigh. I juz wanna get it done and over with. Many ppl is very unsupportive of me. But nvm lah.

Anyway i dreamt about very strange things lately. Especially abt witnessing an eclipse while the sun is setting. Hmm. I also dreamt bout my washing machine got stucked. Well dats not important tho. Klah...Dats bout it.....Bye

Yposted @
9:23 PM

alright. i just found out something. my guess was right. gosh.. i dont know how i'm feeling right. how should i feel right now. my heart ached a little upon knowing that. definitely not a happy one. i wont cry i guess. not to that extent. nor will i smile i would say. now i know certain things. how am i to react to such in future. it'll just upset myself. knowing too much is definitely not a good thing. ignorant's the best. how i wished i could erase it. but nah.. our brains are simply too powerful, they can retain the sweetest memories ever in every single detail but the thing bad and hated about it is that it retains the bad things too. cant erase it. the more we want to forget, the more it keeps coming back. maybe i should just try to knock myself onto the wall, or trip and roll down the stairs and hit my head(like what the drama shows always do) and lose my memory. thats the only way out i guess. ahh.. ok thats a stupid idea. nvm. guess time will fade things off eventually. keyword:time! how long? not sure.

ok. i dunno whats wrong with me today. have been in a state of giddiness. quite frequently. it just comes and then goes off the next minute.. i'm experiencing it now too. gosh. whats wrong? ):

ok. i've got a new aim. hahaha. quite lame and meaningless but i shall just share it. aim: to collect all the fairy tale storybooks!! haha like cinderella, the little mermaid, beauty and the beast, snow white, blah blah.. cool huh? well.. maybe i'm the only one who thinks it's cool. lol but i just simply loved those princesses and stuff. happy endings yet unrealistic. but i like. lol :D wah.. so kiddy you people must be thinking.. lol pardon me. cos i'm just a kid. LOL

oh.. haha. also, happy birthday to his sis!! (:
kay. i hope my final product will be a success tmr. lol. and i really do hope they'll be loved. haha abit scared scared seh. lol

kay sleeping time! one of my favorite activity. though it's not active. lol nights ppl!
arghh. cant go to the zoo with you people. sobs. ):




mihk ~numbed

Yposted @
2:03 AM

oh. think my digestive system is too gd. i'm always hungry @ this moment of the day. and i've had my dinner. but there's nth 4 me 2 eat! such a torture..haha.

YEAH! faiz. congrats 2 u and me.. : ) now, awaiting 4 yr2 timetable & our class. *pls make my wish come true : )

zoo outing
date: 13th April (confirmed)
time: 10am / 1030am
meeting place: either Ang Mo Kio/Choa Chu Kang.

PPL, pls response whether able 2 make it anot. & specify e time and meeting place preferred asap : )



-Aili

Yposted @
12:04 AM

weffriddles is driving me mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you guys should try it since we are having holidays now seriously!!!

Graceciaa

Yposted @
2:06 AM

ahh.. so tired.. went to pay offerings to my grandfather this morning with him. then went aljunied, then to school to print someth, then to safra tamp to bowl, followed by east coast's marine bowl. we played five games in total for the day. i broke my record! lol. shall work harder the next time. ok then we went east coast, sat there until the sun set then to bedok for dinner. then finally home. and hey. it wasnt intentional ok. i tripped and fell so dont laugh at me already dumbdumb. haha

and hey. were those thoughts referring to me? say so if it is kae.. and take care of yourself yar. try not to do things that involves heavy lifting or your aches will get worse yar. (:

ok thats all for today. and congrats aili!! (: knew you could do it. (:

kk. got to turn in. have to head back to school tmr to finish the banner. nights!




khim

Yposted @
12:58 AM

went shopping with NURMAISHARAH NOORDIN. : ) frm 1230 till 7. walked frm city hall to carrefour. carrefour to marina. marina to city hall. then went 2 somerset. then walked aimlessly @ orchard rd. finally reached far east.haha...lots and lots of walking. hahaha. and of cuz, we did some gossiping.

FINALLY got MAI her birthday present. hahaha...43 days after her birthday...it's smth she wanted: a leather bag. : ) (pay up ppl.lol. ask me 4 e price. not nice 2 say it here even though she knew..hahaha.)

then i decided 2 take bus hm instead of MRT. took me juz nice 2hrs frm far east to my hm. took 3 buses in total. fall aslp in bus 518. my head knocked 3-4 times onto e top part of e chair..haha...so embarrassing.lol

enjoyed this outing with MAI. hope more MOs will come 4 next outing ya : )

and, MAI...don worry. tts still hope ya. wait 4 few more days bah. watever e result is, we're always here 4 u : )

btw, i passed my math. : )


yan zi's new songs r nice. especially 'wo huan nian de' and 'ni guang'

cute.



-Aili

Yposted @
10:32 PM

UOH.
I SLEPT EARLY ON APRIL FOOL'S.
SO I GOT FOOLED A DAY AFTER .
HEHZ.
CANT BELIEVE I FALL FOR TAHT.
THANKS KIM.

SP SAID THEY JUST SEND THE LETTERS ON SATURDAY.
YESTERDAY I DIDNT RECEIVE ANYTHIN FROM THEM LA OK.
SO DOES IT MEAN IT WILL BE TODAY?
AAARGH.LETS HOPE.
BUT WAHT WILL HAPPEN IF I REALLY DIDNT GET IN?

IVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT MANY TYMS ALREADY LARGH.
WANTED TO THINK POSITIVE BUT I MUST ALSO PREPARE MYSELF FOR THE WORST.
SO.IF I REALLY DIDNT GET INTO SP AND I HAVE TO WAIT FOR TWO YEARS B4 I CAN REAPPLY POLY.
FIRST.
I HAVE TO BE PREPARED TO GET LECTURED AGAIN BY MY RELATIVES.
MUM WANT ME TO GO NAFA COS TAHTS WAHT I WANT.
I GUESS THE NEXT INTAKE WILL BE NEXT YEAR?
I HAVE TO WERK THEN.
WHY DIDNT I APPLY NAFA TAHT TYM?
COS AGAIN, ITS A FINANCIAL THING.


YARH.SITTING AT HOME ALL DAY IS LIKE PRISON.
SO WHY DIDNT GO OUT?
COS I DUN LYK GOING OUT W/O MONEY.
SO WHY DIDNT I WERK?
WHO WILL WANT ME IF LETS SAY I GET SP.
JUST A FEW WEEKS TILL SCHOOL REOPENS.
OBVIOUSLY, I'LL START FINDING A JOB IF LETS SAY I DIDNT GET INTO SP.


I'D BE HAPPY IF I GET A SKOOL.
BUT I'D BE HAPPIER IF THE SKOOL WAS NAFA.
HAHA.
EH.
I GOT INTEREST IN A BACKSTAGE THEATRE JOB THINGY.
YOU KNOW, DO THE PROPS ALL TAHT.
IM WILLING TO LEARN.
I ALSO THOUGHT OF BECOMING A WEDDING PLANNER.
U GUYS HAVE BEEN TO MALAY WEDDINGS ?
OK. OBVIOUSLY FAIZ WENT B4 LARGH. NYAHA.
I WANT TO DO THE DECORATION THINGY.
SO.YARH.WEDDING PLANNER LARGH.

I WASNT REALLY DEPRESSED WHEN I DIDNT GOT INTO ARTS TEACHING.
COS I NOE.I JUST CANNOT TEACH.
HEEHEE.
IF NAFA LIKE ME, I TAKE THEATRE PRODUCTION DESIGN.
YESSS.

.I STILL WANT SKOOL OK.
I DUN WANT TO HAVE ONLY O LEVELS.

c," ) ALL THE BEST TO ME?OR GOOD LUCK.?
COS IM FEELING DESPERATE TO JUST BE A STUDENT AGAIN.


Y. WHO ELSE
YEAY!!!!!!!!! GOING OUT WITH ZHANG AILI.HUHU.

Yposted @
10:25 AM

i just finished eating 2 slices of chocolate banana cake from Secret Recipe and the time now is like 1 a.m.

DAMN IT DIE LA GRACECIA.

Yposted @
12:47 AM

Jeffrey's coming back tmr! yayyyyyyyyyyy.

yesterday's my sis birthday.she's 24.haha damn old cannot stand it.!
so yesterday we had steamboat and in the morning my mom ask me to peel 3 1/2 kg of prawns!call me the prawn queen now! anyway i like peeling prawns dont ask me why because i dont know why!

okay so now my whole body is like aching for no reason. i'm going to play maple now.byebye

oh Tan Wei Khim, you better watch out mannnnnnn.hahaha



Graceciaa

Yposted @
6:14 PM

great! i'm back from the camp! finally i can sleep well. the camp was hmm.. not bad. quite fun. tiring though. especially the second day, everybody's like so tired due to the competitive captain's ball game in the morning and the rather boring talks later in the afternn. boring yet important but honestly speaking, i wasnt really paying attention to it. my eyes were like half closed?? but overall the camp was not bad la. made a whole lot of new friends. haha. interceptor oi! simply love interceptor! (:

alright. it ended like around 7 plus. went to my grandma's house for dinner. on the way there from school, i alighted the bus, there was like this old lady in front of me, she happened to walk the same route as me. we had to cross the overhead bridge. thought of helping her up and down the stairs but didnt. reckoned she might not like it. so in the end, i kinda walked her home, ensured that she reaches home safely by watching her enter the lift safely from far. it was late and it's not really a safe place around that neighbourhood, ever heard of a few cases of robbery around that area, so yar, was just trying to help. glad that i did something good today. so happy (:

if the pain continues go seek a doctor yar. massage will help i think. (: tc

alright. i'm feeling so lethargic right now. my eyes are closing. i'm turning in! think i'll wake up at around 12 or 1. haha replenish my energy ahh. haha. oh and gosh. think i'd put on weight during this period of time at camp. ate meals with chicken for three days straight. fattening ahh... ok shall not eat so much the next few days already. haha shall try to balance it off. lol







khim(:

Yposted @
1:37 AM

i'm bored! lazy 2 write anything. hahaha...


enjoy.







-爱.Aili

Yposted @
4:57 PM