Monday, March 26, 2007

I tried blogging yesterday to talk about what had happened to me recently but seriously, I couldn't find the perfect flow of words. Words just failed me - terribly. I was typing the first sentence and all I did was 'backspace' and then closing the window. Haha... I don't know what I'm thinking of.

Anyway, on saturday I took the wrong bus to my student's house. Instead of taking 15, I boarded the wrong bus and took 27. I such a dunce that day. Supposedly I was going to get there at 10.20 but in the end I reached at 11.10. I was on bus 27 (which I thought was bus 15) when the actual bus 15 pulled up beside the bus I was on. There was I thinking, "Wah seh... another bus 15 so fast arrive already leh..."

But when the bus I was on took the wrong turn, my mentality became that of "Oh shit." In the end I took a long detour to reach my destination. This mistake made me realise something about life but because I'm tired, I won't talk about it.

I don't think I'm good enough a teacher cos' even after I teach till my throat hurts, Martin just can't apply those simple equations. And that day, he was deliberately being rebellious. So what should I do when his mother pay me $25/hour to teach her son but in the end he still fail? Haha... don't ask me.

Still, I hate it when people doubt my abilities to do things. When I don't do things, it's because I don't want to, not because I don't know how. So please, keep your mouth shut when you know nothing (not directed at any of you here but at someone I recently met).

People around me are worried about romance but the thing that is bugging me is my FAMILY. Not just my immediate family but the family that extends all the way to my cousins. I was the rationale out but today, I realise I was just avoiding the problems all these while. There are very few things I care about and family is somewhere at the top of this list. I protect those things I care of so I guess I have to be strong.

Caroline doesn't give up, she fights.

On a lighter note, work is ending on this friday and mai, we can finally go to some exploring. =) I have a few books on mind that I want to get but that 'Exploring the Undiscovered' is like damn expensive. Maybe I should get the soft cover one? I think I should. Probably will set aside $150-$200 for books. After all, knowledge knows no boundaries.

Anyway, you can stop reading here cos' the below is just something I had read in one of the books when I was in MPH Bookstore. Ciao.


Do you know that scientists are given a period of 15 years (1990 - 2005) to correctly and successfully decode the sequences of the human genome? But at halfway through this period, only 3% of the actual sequence had been decoded.
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