Sunday, February 18, 2007
This is the crappiest new year ever. Have you heard of anyone from any other school having to study for an exam during CNY? CNY hasn't been the festival that I like but exams just made everything worse. Now I feel like wringing the neck of the dunce that scheduled the exams to be JUST after the CNY. How can anyone be that brainless and cruel to rob students of a stress-free holiday?Just yesterday, I calculated the no. of stuff we had to learn + digest + memorise for the sem exam and I had come to this conclusion: If I can memorise everything by the end of this week, I'll be creating history for myself. Seriously, look at the horrendous amount of Bmic facts you have to know and the revolting cum abstract HPI to digest. Not to mention, those ever-so concentrated slides of CellBio.Anyway, I'm just taking stuff as they come. 3 science subjects are bad enough and when OTCM comes into the picture...Hurhur. How fun.Yesterday night, I realised how worried I am over certain stuff and this worry ain't helping me much. Worry eventually becomes sadness. And when you're sad, you can't do things well. When you don't do things well, you just crumble. Yes, that's how fragile humans are.Just quarelled with my Dad and I'm so pek chek right now. Stupid. I'm feeling ver much like shit on the first day of a lunar new year. He doesn't understand how dreadful it is to deal with family problems, friends' problems and exams at the same time. WTH.I SIMPLY DISLIKE THIS NEW YEAR. I HAVE A LOT OF REASONS TO BE SO.PEOPLE JUST SAY WHAT THEY THINK THEY KNOW EVEN WHEN THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND. IT'S GETTING SO FREAKINGLY MORONIC.I WISH THEY WOULD JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.I need time to get back on track with my emotions. Just pardon me for now.
-C.L.M.S-
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