Friday, May 30, 2008
i'm afraid and tired at the same time.many a times i feel like giving up.but i was always pulled back, and then i'd hang on until the next time comes.it just keeps repeating itself like a cycle.it's tormenting.how long do i have to endure all these.i'm really tired.
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2:08 AM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
so much things happen
schoolwork and hm
schoolwork's just enough to kill
and what dad told me really affected me greatly
but what can i do.
i'm sad. real sad and worried
i really don't wish for tt to happen. pls
i'm tired of crying
it's so stress
'violet'
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6:08 PM
Friday, April 18, 2008
i wish to know yet at the same time i dont. i know it sounds contradicting.aiyahh dont know larhh this is damn irritating.i can only say i hate myself for being so.it's my problem and i hate this shit hell lot. enough is enough larh tanweikhim.can you just disappear for goodness sake. i shant go further. i dont wish to invite unnecessary troubles.be it hatred or spoilage or whatever.so dont bother delving me.hell off.khim
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7:33 AM
Saturday, March 15, 2008
the thought of you makes me want to cry badly i swear.but you're gone. like forever. no way back to then.had i treasure it, there'd have been no regrets.grandfather.withheld.
khimwenni in doubles i'll remember.
egg rolls i'll remember.
hmmm but i dont like egg rolls -.-
used to like lahh
hahah
Yposted @
2:08 AM
it's nolonger how it wasusedtobe.
nomore muchofapain.
nomore heartbrokencries.
i've managedto disciplinemyself.
tobe what iamlike now.
butis this right.
iknow im such adisappointment.
iapologise forbeing so.
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1:50 AM
Sunday, March 2, 2008
who would have thought of that.so what now?
Yposted @
12:24 AM
Friday, February 29, 2008
this is not the first time. and i'm freaking not liking this okay.this is normal for us. you people dont know anything. so just freaking shut the hell up.not your business what. care so much. comment so much.like for goodness sake lah. care as if you guys arent doing so yourselves.dare say you guys are doing better than i do? ask yourselves lah k. we are different for goodness sake. so much different.at least mine is one that doesnt cause any pain or tears.i know my limits. not as if i dont. so just freaking freak off. i'm still not disliking you guys yet. cos i know you guys arent bad.just that sometimes think before you people say anything.cos sometimes words do hurt others even without you knowing.
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3:57 PM
